WOW!!! Ok so it wasn't meant to happen, it was wrong & unplanned, but it was nice, me & chris kissed. He came round my house & somehow we went from talking to kissing & we kissed for ages (longer than he's ever kissed someone before) & hugged & i was sat on his lap. I'd never been kissed before & it was really nice & natural, but it doesn't mean we are going out, it just happened & we both know it was wrong cos neither of us like the other in that way. :) I still have the taste in my mouth from kissing him, i haven't had anything to eat, but hey who needs food when you can 'eat someone's face'? lol Downer to it all is that i didn't tell becky i was meeting him & she found out & now is in a mood with me cos i was keeping it secret. And i was looking forward to maybe caroline coming round tomorrow but she can't cos she's busy, ah well, fingers crossed i'll see her on sunday, just before i go away, but i need to tell her about chris before then. I have now told charlie & caroline and they both reckon i'm now gonna start going round kissing lads, i don't think so, its not really my style. Charlie reckons we're in love, even though neither of us believe so, she says its called denial! But even if we are we still have the question of Becky cos neither of us would want to hurt her, which is why no one is telling her about today! But me & chris are just friends, no more than that, friends shouldn't kiss but its happened now.