I am so bored & so tired. I can't be bothered with school tomorrow, more hassle, more work & more energy that i haven't got. what have i got to look forward to? o yeah i get a letter from aidan cos his computer ain't working, but thats it, the rest is just stressful, its not meant to be like that, i'm meant to look forward to seeing my boyfriend, but i don't & its even weird typing that. I have a boyfriend & i don't love him, thats very wrong & dodgy. I wish my sister would hurry up & go to bed cos i need some sleep, i'm knackered & if i'm going to get up tomorrow to get the bus with erin & grace(fingers crossed) then i need to go to bed soon. I want this boyfriend stuff to be easier, i mean me & tom haven't even held hands yet, thats how rediculus it is, let alone kissing, but i guess today i've been alot more positive about God sorting me out; after talking to Aidan yesterday & God last night & this morning i feel better, but its a case of keeping focused on God and trusting him to help me through. Talking of God & church this morning, i was watching the rest of the full monty this eve & you know how they're wearing blue shirts? well this morning after the service caroline walked into the church carrying a box of blue shirts...anyone thinking along the same lines as me??whats she doing with them? (ok so you people don't know caroline, but she's the sort of woman who would definatly go for male strippers!) ahh well.