Well i feel so much better about the whole situation at the start of the week, i wasn't gonna tell caz about it last night but i did, & what she said i should do was what i was thinking too, great minds think alike, that i should just get on with things, not go out of my way to be horrible to chris, nor be extra nice to him either, just be polite if he talks to me but otherwise leave him, cos he needs to sort his head out and only he can do that & maybe in time i'll be able to trust him again. *sigh* so true! And i know i dont feel for him like i used to, i can look at him & feel no emotion, tis very very good! I feel so much lighter not having any boy worries on my mind, i dont need lads, they suck! I'm free, single & happy! :D