I'm back off holiday!!! Yeah back to face the mess I left behind when I went, I can't be bothered with it all, can't I just curl up in a corner to sleep & die? What's worse is I start school tomorow, that itself I could cope with, but I start school tomorrow to face 2years of seeing Becky & Chris both at my school all the time, and I dunno how well I'm going to cope with that cos previously I've only ever spent a max of 2days with Becky at a time, now I have 5 days a week, plus church & GB, and with everything thats been going on between us with Chris...! I don't want to go!! I want something good to happen to me for once & for it to last instead of one drop of good in a sea of bad (nice imagery don't you think?)all the time.