...Tom's actually talking to me online..!!!*state of shock* okok i'll start from the start of today, got into school late cos i missed 2 buses & then 2 didnt turn up, not a good start. exam results came out today, mine were ok, got an A,B,C,D & E, lol. Heather moaned cos i did better than her in psychology. i wasnt in a particuarly great mood, then tom kept coming downstairs to talk to people & seemed to make a point of talking to everyone BUT me & joking around with me & i stayed but really struggled to not run off, or cry or something. Paul came down & said something about having heard that i'd been getting off with Sam & that i'd been using Tom, i told him it was crap & someones been shit stirring. Charlie kept stressing at me telling me not to be depressive over tom & just ignore him & stuff & that wound me up more cos i need support not people telling me that otherwise i'm just gonna avoid everyone. and during lunch the yr12 lads were messing around & i got hit hard in the face by a trainer, which hurt & with everything else i cried. i then came home after lunch without telling charlie so she's probably in a strop about that, but i felt so unsociable & like nobody cares & unable to cope. But tom came on & said hi & we talked a bit & then he said sorry for ignoring me he was trying to sort his head out & he said "i do miss u" aww :'| i miss him too, but he still doesnt know what to believe out of the rumours, so we'll see what happens. i went on the christian messageboard while talking to him & i'd posted a prayer notice on it about everything at school & several people have posted prayers for me & they made me cry & what with tom talking to me this afternoon - maybe there is hope & God working. Nothing more has happened on the chris incident, i was moody & swearing at him last night when he was talking to me & today he marched past me & thats all.