last night was good, went to Rose's 19th party at the golden cross pub in town. met up with charlie beforehand and we went for a drink down the hare & squirrel. was cool to be out socialising...had malibu & coke all night...doesnt make me ill so thats good! met a guy called oliver...well didnt really, my friend renamed herself oliver so that i could have a guy tell me they love me...so the text in my phone is from oliver, lol. totally confused hazel cos i just text her saying oliver loves me & of course cos i've been going on about tom to her all week she was like "whaatt???" & then i was talking to her on the phone & explained...cos charlie was going on about her boyfriend & i was like "no guy loves me" not exactly true but its not something i can be public about & not something that means i have him beside me. spent the eve with becky, charlie, mel & james (hedgehog) which was cool, had some good convs & a laugh...for once it was good to be out socialising & drinking.