Ah should be in bed right now, but hey you know! I've lost so much sleep these last few days & i dunno how, you know when you sleep but still wake up tired, tis kinda like that. I had church this morning, taken by keith the overenthusiastic evangelist, eugh, he was taking the piss out of us musicians, grrr! I've been so tired this afternoon i couldnt concentrate on school work & so with a bit of help from songs played on the radio i kept drifting off into the world of nostalgia, lol, but its not good to keep thinking about the past year of chris. i must get on people's nerves going on about him, but i cant say i dont love him because i do, & i still want to be with him! & i'm not very good at hiding things like this. Right must go bed, just been critisized by my friend cos i told her i was going to bed 2 hours ago, lol.