mmm :( dont feel very happy, so much has been going on recently with so many emotions...but this eve i just feel low, lonely & unwanted. chris has been hassling me wanting to meet up for this talk only when im free he's working & visa versa, he's ignoring me now cos he obv didnt like something i said. tom is back, but is now attached - he got a girlfriend whilst out there, i want him to be happy & know it wouldnt work between us, so i am happy for him...but i cant help feeling unwanted...most of my friends/people around me are paired up, but then theres that im moving away so y'know. work has been better, gail is being friendly & i've been getting along great with steve. feel a strange attachment towards him & protective with the hostile situations, we've had some good convs & i've been getting to know him. kinda started with him taking me for a drive to a couple of stores the other night & i just feel like God's put him on my heart to pray for him & be there for him & encourage him - altho i dont know how. feel soo tired & isolated...gone quiet on hazel but i dont know really how to explain how im feeling or why, anyways i know her response.