am pissed off & lonely....just been talking to chris online & it started ok...then he started asking my clothing size & wouldnt say why, then went onto not regretting kissing me & talking about the possibility of us getting married in the future, and when i go back to cov wanting to meet up with me & talk & stuff, and i'm like why would i want to come back confused & he was like "ur strong. we can be strong together" what the hell?!? i dont need this. my flatmates say tell him to fuck off, but he wouldnt listen, i know that & i wouldnt say it cos i know he wouldnt listen & i dont like making enemies, even if it would get him off my back....they just dont understand me or the way chris is. the way he confuses me and makes me unsure of how i feel...and his persistance. on the up side toms talking to me now & we had quite a good conv earlier, thanks to chris in many ways...unfortunately. where the hell is hazel when i need her???! fine if she wont reply to my text & isnt online then i'm going to bed!!