Tired & paranoid is me! I'm thinking i should be at prizegiving rehersal right now, but i'm not, i didn't want to go & the form gave you the option of not so i put no, but then Chris & Claire & Kerri said that it was compulsary, but no one else told me that so i'll pretend i didnt know. Its the only time chris has spoken to me today, but not the first time we've seen each other, he only talks to me to tell me off or if he wants something, git! I thought he wanted us to be friends, but doesn't seem like it. Ahh damit boring prizegiving tonight. Last night was BRILLIANT, bringing home the prodigals, the worship was so cool, loud & lively, just like easter people & the speakers were good. I'd been drifting far away from God just recently & last night brought me back closer to him & i nearly cried cos i know how much God loves me & it also gave me a chance to pray for my prodigals & get a name of someone else's prodigal to pray for, which is weird cos i think i know who's it is. 'Forever God is faithful, forever God is strong, forever God is with us, Forever, Forever' I love that song now, it nearly made me cry last night cos it was when i felt God & realised that he has been there with me all along, even though i thought he wasn't.