Life is going ok, i'm getting on well with chris, too well infact, i know that its not going to last and that it'll fall apart & go wrong soon, its too good to last, things never stay good for long, especially not for me! (Always the pessimist, lol) I know all the names of the people chris supposedly fancies, he was playing hangman with becky & rose & gave them a list of blanks of the people & i was helping, i knew one of them anyhow, cos he told me before in private but they would have found out anyway so there was no harm in me saying. He had becky & rose on his list but i think that was just messing, we added Ravi & my name to it but he said they didnt count & weren't true, which is obvious we knew that & were messing, though even if he did like me like that he wouldnt tell them, or me, or anyone, cos he's like that!!! I don't understand males, they are a very bizarre species, they say they are your friend but will walk past you without even noticing or acknowledging you are there, whereas girls always talk to their mates & i just dont get it cos i never know where i stand with lads in friendships, you can't say they are ignoring you cos half the time they dont even see you & it'd just cause tension. This tends to be the lads you want to talk to, but the ones you don't want to follow you around & are always there & are always trying to chat to you, grrrr!