Meh, haven't written on here for a long time. haven't needed to, have been getting along with life pretty ok, with friends by my side to talk to and God looking after me. Also, since Easter i've had Craig, who's been wonderful, nearly been going out 6 months now.....thats a long time for me! Feeling quite low at the mo tho. just started back at uni and been bombarded with assignments and so much info. plus i'm not sleeping great & really tired. got quite a lot of emotional stuff going on too. my dad died suddenly in the summer. and now, i'm 200 miles away from Craig, but he's being a bit of an arsehole, and over reacting to everything and anything. i'm fed up of us disagreeing on stuff so much, and him jumping down my throat loads at the mo. but i dont want to leave him, i love him, and at the good times i feel like the happiest girl in the world. i just dont have the energy to keep fighting him & making him be positive. he's got his screen name as: (L)I love my Amykins(L)-=- It's time for the truth, I'm a crap boyfriend, so there is no point going out with me! - might as well be single, less pain caused to others just gonna leave him to it for the mo, maybe he'll come round & realise that that way of thinking really doesnt help, maybe he'll realise he's upsetting me and apologise....i dont know, i can only hope. or maybe i'll just go hide in a hole, or find a nice bridge cos i can't cope.....