i'm fine now, i havent taken things as badly as expected, perhaps cos of how things have happened, i talked to him & we agreed to friendship, we were quite open & honest with each other, then the next day i found that there were certain things he'd said that werent quite true & since then i havent spoken to him, the only contact i've had with him, is he sent me a fwd & i've sent him an email/fwd-selected bits & added extra about messing people around too much. i dont feel like talking to him, i dont know what i'd say anyway, but i'm not miserable over not being able to go out with him, i dont care now. i just keep praying for him cos he's one screwed up boy! i'm going to another 18th party tonight, wahoo! but no alcohol :( (& no chris :)!!)lol, nah i'm knackered enough anyway & have been having bad headaches as it is, and i'm goin to be rolling into church a few mins before the service starts tomorrow anyway, lol. so lets partay!