wahoo well its been a strange old day! I'm so tired but still managed to have fun. I ended up spending 3rd period with tash, chris, heather & sam, a strange group together, but it meant i was talking to chris quite a lot, it was good that we had a laugh together & managed to hold a good & proper conversation, but ruins my idea of ignoring him until he gives me this letter, but never mind, i'd rather talk to him than ignore him, not cos i fancy him, i do not any more, that i'm certain of, even tho i don't like seeing him with kerry its not cos i want him, thats proved to me each time i manage to have a conversation with him & look him in the eyes without any attraction! Went to GB tonight, the first time in 3 weeks cos last week i was kitpacking, i kinda couldnt be bothered, but it was good to see Caroline again, even tho i wasnt over excited, it was just good & to chat to her & have a laugh. I'm finally maturing & growing up & moving on from my past crushes/loves/obsessions, whatever you want to call them, its brill cos it means i can be friends with the people without being worried & upset & stuff when i dont see them & i can still enjoy their company, wahoo!