why do i always stick my foot in it, why can i never do anything right??! why am i constantly confused and worried about my friendship with chris? why does nothing go right between me & him, theres always some complication, some mess up, some bad reaction, miss placed comment. *sigh* am so frustrated & fed up with life, i just want somethin to go right for once, instead of it being so damn nasty to me for once, i cant cope with all this stress.