stupid computer wouldnt let me sign in earlier & when i most needed it, i know it sounds sad, but i needed to offload my thoughts, i was feeling all weepy & low. I dunno what it was but i have my suspicions it was something to do with seeing chris earlier, i'd been in town all afternoon & i was waiting at the bus stop for charlie to come from school, but chris, rajay, ravi & people were on the bus in front of hers & they had to walk past me to get to their other buses, i didnt bother moving even though i was in chris' way & so he had to walk around me, but he did make an attempt to smile at me, but i just blanked him, i felt good about that, but i just feel weird now. I know its cruel, but as i've been around the shops i've heard other people discussing doing the same thing, i'm gonna buy a valentines card(if i can find one thats suitable) & post it to chris anonomously, just to make him think someone loves him & maybe get him paranoid, its a pity though that valentines day is a saturday & at the start of half term, it means i won't get to hear of his reaction. hmm it needs to be a soppy OTT card really doesnt it? Any ideas as to what would be a suitable message to write in it? It preferably needs to be something to get him paranoid, even if its just a little bit.