Damn i'm all confused now, i spoke to chris today & got his side of it all & it made sense & it sounds like it could be true & i said i believed him. At the end of the day no one except him & God will ever know if he's telling the truth & what really happened, i just hope i'm doing the right thing believing him, but i don't want to go on with this whole thing, its just stressing me & pissing me off, & i want the truth, so if that is the truth as he assures me it is, then i believe it & God can sort him out if its not. Something reasuring i found was that, on hotmail you can check the IP address of emails sent & i did that on the email & on ones from him sent in june & although the june IP numbers vary a little, the recent email IP number was totally different, so that makes me think that he is telling the truth, i may be being nieve, but i don't want to fight an endless & pointless argument. I give up, i have no energy to carry on and i couldn't hate him anyway. He's not gonna get it that easy though just yet, cos it wasn't just me giving him stick, by the end of the day, me, becky, charlie, stacy, lisa, heather, hayley, tasha, claire, rose, tom, sam all had some idea of what was going on, some more than others, but as 4 of those are good friends with chris, they may not drop it straight away, i wont encourage them either way, cos its now their business, like its mine & chris' business that we talked. "Jesus said...you will know the truth and the truth will set you free." John 8:32 I feel so much calmer now, instead of being all stressed about it, now maybe i should do some revision..hmm