I'm attempting my ICT coursework but i just gotta get this off my chest cos i cant concentrate. I know i'm pretty much over chris, but he's bugging me, in a different way, i went to talk to Han today & she happened to be sat near to where chris was, so i just talked to her & tried to ignore him being there, then i looked round & i caught him staring at me, with a really solemn face, i just quickly looked away cos i couldn't face looking at him, but thats not the first time, several times today i've caught him looking at me, i don't know why he is, but whatever it is, i dont fancy him anymore & i dont need him messing me up again. Thing is he is the only one i can dream of spending my life with, i find that scary & 1/2 of me wants to think that maybe it'll happen, the other 1/2 dreads that cos of how much he's already messed me up. Him staring at me makes me feel uncomfortable like when Tom C flirts with me, i know with Tom its cos i have no feelings for him like that. Damn boys!!