Hmmm well i have a headache & i'm being totally unsociable with all my friends this wkend, i've had my phone turned off all day for the past day and a bit & i havent been on MSN, thats really unusual for me, but i havent felt like talking to any of them, and i might get more work done that way, on the otherhand i might not, but i need space, i'm all messed up & i dont need to mess them up, they dont understand anyway, but then i dont understand myself & get so frustrated with myself! And i dunno what but it feels like something has come between me & caroline, maybe its just me stepping back from all my friendships. I guess falling out with becky rocked me alot, i never thought we'd fall out like that ever, and now that its happened now i'm being careful not to get too close to friends?!? cos i'm scared & hate getting hurt.