Ive never had a diary/ journal before...kind of confusing but I will manage...friends told me about this site and I check it out...it rocks.. so I am attempting my own..but anywayz..just getting used to the feel. I dont know how this will turn out and neither do I care at the moment. I just hope it dont backfire on me like some sites I have made in the past...I will add some about me to get started....umm lemme see I have red hair...I hate it...worst than ever..I want to die it blood red..not too much of a diffrence but I want it that way... I am extremely pale..no freckles odd enough...*thanks that he never goes into the sun* I love the cold... I love it..I mean Oh goddess its the best thing ever made...ever come to my room you would feel as if it to be snowing...its the best...I wear all black..every single damn day...no reason except black is my favourite colour...and any colour mixed with black is awsome...besides green....Ick!......I am gay...some friends didnt take that too well...they never thought I was funny enough...but I am...its true...kinda ashamed but who gives a fuck... anywayz. I am getting my hands cramped so I leave this for now... Matt