forget it, Ive given up, Im Going back the fucking hoodie. I hate looking in a mirror and seeing a faggot, thats all I see...is this fucked up kid who attempts to make myself look decent and people just pull me down... Im going back to the fucking hoodie... Im not explaining what happened Last Night, all Im saying is that.. Life fucking sucks, and I guarantee if I had the Patience to do so, I would of already Killed myself. Tabby's mad.. I dunno why, but apparently Like usually..Its because of me, because it always is... Thats why she wont talk to me and Why All I do is fuck things up. Im tired, I want to go to bed..I want to never leave my house ever again. Remind me to Never Go Back Into Public or Ever Express myself ever again, because its just going to back fire.. Fuck off -Matti