Ive gotten my last kiss from Chris, Somthing Ive waited months for.. I was afraid to ask for it but I figured I better since he seems to be leaving soon, as am I. and I just finally asked if I could ever get one last kiss... He said Maybe one day.. and then moved up to me and kissed me.. He told me that he was having mixed feelings and all.. bout Liking guys..I still think its wrong that he has a problem with it. Then tabatha And Atiaran was Pressuring me Saturday Night to say what really makes me pissed when people mention him. Its not cause i think he's an ass hole and that he stole my virginity.. I'll say it now, Like I told chris last night. I still Know I lost my virginity to the Right person. But its because Im still In love with him, and everytime someone says his name..It tears me up a little more inside... I dont grow anger when ever Chris is said, but I become Pure alone inside...and want to break down and cry... but I never allow it. Then everyone would think I am more of a drama queen than Before. I finally think I have a place to go.. Davie, Florida.. Its Perfect, because I have so many friends down there...Mikie, Deanna, Tori, Ness, and a whole hell of alot more, But Yeah. Thats where Im going. All I need to do is Pursuade her Uncle into driving Five hours and twelve minutes on I-95 for three hundred Miles or so, to come get me. and Im hoping thats soon. Cause I surely hate Mom and Dale. And I know their life will be a whole lot better without a vegitarian Making their money run dry.