I had a whole fucking entry, a Whole Fucking LONG ASS ENTRY. And Dale had to throw his fucking fit that Im not doing anything, And start yelling at me. I dont take shit from him, I yell back. then He unplugs the computer. "You Fucking Idiot Now My Whole Diary Entry Is Down the Drain!"... Lets Just say.. Im going to beat him so Fucking badly with a Cement brick, That His Rotting Teeth Will Knock Outside of his head. I HATE HIM! Anyway, Lets Start This Fucking OVER!.. I went on a date the day before yesterday, with a guy named blake. I'll give you a picture soon. Anyway. I met him on Myspace.com (could care less about dying).. And We went to the Orange Park Mall. He returned somthing, and then we walked around the Mall. Then. He came to drop me off, and I didnt want him to go, so He got out, and sat outside with me. We talked for like an hour, mostly silence, and me dehydrating (literally, You'll see).. Well, I started sweating really badly, and he goes "why not take a cold shower?".. and I replied "Only if you come with me".. sure enough he did. *gleams*.. yeah, as soon as we got in, I started kissing him, and we kissed for a Long time. He's an awesome Kisser. I mean Really.. Turn On All the way. And yeah. well, I started getting a small pain in my stomache which I tried to ignore, and then it lead to me getting really dizzy, I tried ignoring it, but two minutes later I had to tell him.. He told me to get water, which I did, but it didnt help any matters.. So he recommended to get out.. we sat in the living room, he looked through my art stuff. Im not that good, I need to get better, but he said I was.. Well, sooner after that, he had to leave, and He kissed me, told me to walk to the door with him, and Kissed me again. then Left.. Apparently I got too attached, he doesnt know.. Because I cant get him out of my mind. and Now I get that pain in my stomache again when i want somthing and cant have it.. (always involving Love or somthing).. But yeah, Im afraid the same things going to happen again..where I end Up crying alone,while they cheat on me or not even care about me anymore... Im trying to be Optimistic, but its hard. I mean, He Likes me, I know that, and i DEFINATELY like him.. its just..complicated?.. anyway.. Im breaking up with Stevie, he's Using too Much sympathy..everything he says and does, Always results in him wanting sympathy (Hense the reason why I have this Under "Friends" and he's off my friends List) yeah.. well.. Stevie Deserves it, For Cutting Just because someone called him gay.. if he's going to be "bisexual" He better get used to it. seriously. Welp, Ima start "Why Me?"s Next Chapter in the next three days, for Sylvia.. THIS IS BLAKE! *points Up* -Matti