Hey all, Okay.. Apparently I have to wait because the FUCKING PERSON WHO WAS SUPPOSE TO GET ME LAST WEEKEND WONT ANSWER MY EMAILS!..*sighs*...Im getting seriously pissed, Im starting to notice things I havent noticed that SHOWS mom never cares for me and always cared for my brother Bedroom cleaning- She cleans his room, She fucking yells at me for mine His Door- He broke it..She slapped me twice in the face for it. Staying up- He's allowed to stay up all night!..Im Not, Im getting yelled at RIGHT Now To go to bed! School- He's allowed to be homeschooled and Do Nothing, Im made to go to school... Fights- Apparently she never yells at him when he does somthing, cause he's into sports!..He has a temper, I am constantly yelled at. Therapy- She's gotten it to the fact I have a woman checking my adendance at school...zach Never has to see one Dogs- I GET FUCKING CUSSED THE FUCK OUT OF CAUSE OF THE DOGS!..Oh They Made a Mess, I control the dogs so its my fault!...WE HAVE SIXTEEN FUCKING DOGS! I CANNOT CONTROL THEM!..but what about zachary?!?..OH!..he's asleep its not his fault!..when I WAS AT SCHOOL! A life- I get yelled at everytime I want to go to a friends house..because I need to stay home and watch the animals..But my brother?..NO!..NOT HIM!..cause he gets to go down to interlachen and Go to friends houses... Fuck this shit. If I do Not Get a damn response from "lunchbox" tomorrow, Im walking my ass to Tennessee, Perhaps someone would care for me there..cause sure the hell no one does here, Dale repeatedly yells at me for My music...BECAUSE IT FUCKING HELPS MY BIPOLAR YOU DIPSHIT! Zach Wont stop banging on shit at nights so I cant sleep, when I tell mom this, she yells at me and says "He's not the fucking reason you were up all night, You were on the computer"...BULLSHIT!..WE ONLY HAVE ONE PHONE LINE!..ZACH WAS ON IT!. Im leaving, clearer than day...I dont care what it takes...If I have to leave with a slash to the wrist, Or steps ahead of me....Either way. Im NOT Stayin in this fucking hell to be torchured.