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by malewitch0
Feeling: frightened
I havent heard from those voices that have been in my head... but its gotten me scared to the fact that I am afraid to talk to a real person... I just keep hearing my name called in the middle of no where...and I will turn to find its owner... and it sounds so real...and I feel I am going to end up like my brother... on meds...and hearing voices...going to the hospital... I dont want to tell my therapist or psychiatrist because I dont know their actions... but...I dont hear the voices often...its rare...but it freaks me out so much...I would say in the last week I have heard it all of 4 maybe 5 times....its never happened so often... and I dont know what to do... james has suggested to talk to my therapist...he says I really need help... I dont want these voices...its always a distince female voice...and I look to see who it is..and no one is in my direction...or no one is around...it mostly happens at school...Im afraid to go tommorow.. but I have to... if I hear it one more time...I am heading straight to the therapist...because I wont stand it no more.. I dont want to be stuck in the white room..
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ever see beautiful mind? its a pretty emotionally draining movie but its worth it.
-drea
[Anonymous]
awww..you can talk to me if you need someone to talk to..if you have AOL or AIM my sn is lilredneckbabii4
[Anonymous]
Its ok man...I hear the voices too...but you should see A Beautiful Mind....
[Anonymous]
I agree that you should see your therapist about the whole voice thing...that would freak me out too
i may not be the best example of this, but you should tell someone. Maybe theres a way they can help you without puttin you on meds.
[Anonymous]
well i can't really interest you but i was signing people's diaries...to make everyone feel special..but im tired so i can't think of anything random...sowwie...

dingle dingle dingle.....

will that work? lol*
[Anonymous]
its me!!!!


jk.. ive had those!! im gettin them more often than i did a few years ago too.. but i let them be. i figure theres a reason for them.. i wanna go to the white room man! to meh it seems fun. people keep tryin to tell me its not fun at all i dont know what im talkin about but. who cares. i think its cool.. anywho.. hope ya dont have them voices today..