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I took the rest of the GED today, and it was quite boring. I ended up getting there fairly early and just sitting there text messaging Innocent who lives all the way back in Jacksonville. We did this for quite some time till the doors open and the lady inside looked at me, and told me that I was in the wrong area and that I had to go around. So I did so, and the woman I was suppose to be meeting with was standing there waiting for me, since it’s very rare to see someone miss the GED testing, and that I couldn’t miss it, she was waiting on me. I Handed her my Identification card and held up my cell phone and gave me the most puzzled look ever like I was trying to hand her cocaine and ask her to snort some with me. “I can’t do anything with that.” She told me. “Then what am I suppose to do I can’t take it in”. She checks her watch and looks back up at me as if not even caring. “It’s not my problem, you should have been over here when the security guard came by to collect the stuff” I began to get furious, and chucked my phone into the bushes and barged in, sitting down at my assigned seat. Yes, an assigned seat. Okay I want to complain for a second, but I don’t think there is any stupider fucking rule as to you’re not allowed to remove from your seat after you sit down. The rule is that one person goes in at a time, and sits down into their seat, holding out their Identification card, which they’re not permitted to take off the desk at any time, and no one else is allowed into the room until that person is fully seated. If that person happens to get up he is disqualified. Well, several people, Including myself, got up to put our stuff up because they forgot, and they told me I wasn’t allowed to have my wallet under my desk, which is technically retarded since I had it under my desk for EVERY OTHER FUCKING TEST, And made me put it on the back table. After a few people got up and put their stuff on the table so that way they wouldn’t get disqualified, the woman in the front of the room burst out, “DO NOT REMOVE YOURSELF FROM YOUR SEAT OR YOU WILL BE DISQUALIFIED! IF YOU HAVE SOMETHING TO PUT ON THE TABLE, YOU WILL RAISE YOUR HAND AND I WILL COLLECT IT!” Now this better of been the rules, because if it was just her OCD kicking in, I’d fucking deck her. First they yell at me for not ‘being on time’ to put my cell phone up, and then they have a fit because they want something done the right way yet when we tried, they complained anyway. The guy sitting next to me wasn’t even allowed to pull out a handkerchief because he was sick, they had to provide him a tissue instead. They acted like we were sheep with no name tags and that if we all got up and moved around a little bit, that we would end up getting lost or some fucking shit, I don’t even know, but if you ever get your GED, I forewarn you. Don’t get up unless you want to be a total ass. Then please, do so. Afterwards mom took me to Burger King again because that’s what I requested. Then I went to the gang’s house where I hung out for a good half an hour with no one but myself till Bitchy got home and unlocked the door. I watched a movie I forgot the name to but it was good, about these two girls and one girl ended up becoming an extremely lonely person, it was tragic, but I watched the movie anyway with Rican. Rican and I have known each other for a long fucking time as well however we haven’t talked since today, since we were stuck outside together for a good fifteen minutes till Bitchy got home. I would randomly text message Innocent while Rican talked to me. Finally when Boy got home, I looked up at him, he didn’t look the same, he looked drugged, high or something, but I knew he doesn’t do that so it couldn’t of been the case. I left him alone for a good few hours before I finally couldn’t take it anymore. I paced in front of his door a few times before finally knocking and hearing him murmur into his pillow to come in. “Am I allowed to bug you today?” I asked as extremely politely. “Please don’t… I feel like shit” “Anything I can do to help?” I bit my lip. “Not really, I just want to be alone” I left the room and closed the door. I didn’t want to stay anymore, I felt like the only purpose for me to be there today was to just see him, at least look at him, I don’t know. Kid is away at a friend’s house even though he promised he’d call me yesterday, which he still hasn’t done, I’ll make him feel like shit about it later Plus the fact that Glasses wasn’t there, and I had no fucking clue where she was, Boss came home upset and was outside talking to her boyfriend while I played with the dog for a little and Rican begged me to try and dance so he could show off. It was just coming down, and I wanted to really talk to Boy. So I headed home instead. If only Boy fucking knew...
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i'm at my mum's house doing her bidding to earn money so that i can take devin out on a date, sorry i wasnt there.