I think Im going to add a book to my diary entries. Like.. tell you about a book, get you interested in it. and Force you upon your own will to read it at your own time. Cause lately, Ive been Really interested in books, far more then I have ever been, from the starting of the school year to now, I have read all of Six books, On My Seventh, and I have two More Up my sleeve. Ive started The "A Series Of Unfortunate Events".. From book one to book five, I have book Six in my bookbag, but have not started it.. Ive Read The Messenger. For those of you who were in Ms. Merryday's(sp) Class In Eighth Grade, Yes I know it was so Long ago, We Read the Book called The Giver. The Messenger is the Sequal To The Giver, If You loved the Giver, I Know you did, You'll Love the Messenger Just as Much. About a boy named Matty (funny huh?) who lives with a Blind Man Named Seer, They Live in a Village where deformities are Not Noticed, and everyone remains Unique. He Begins to Learn this Power as Slowly but surely The Town, and the Forest around his village Turns Against them. and Matty, Must Learn his Power, before its too Late. So Read that when you get the chance. Its about Twenty Chapters I Think. The Messenger- By Louis Lowry. Right Now. Ive Started a book Called Rainbow Boys. Its pretty awesome. Its about three guys, A Jock Named Justin, a geek Named Kyle, and a Flamer Named Nelson. so Far, Justin is in denial and Is Slowly Progressing torwards Kyle. Kyle has always had a crush on Justin. and His Heart began to burst when he found Justin there at the Rainbow Meeting. and Nelson Denies his crush to Kyle. .. Its really good. they have two in the series and from what a friend says, they're gonna get another one out in November. Rainbow Boys- Alex Sanchez. So yeah, my lifes okay.. I guess.. I Joined Cheerleading.. (And Now People are dying as we speak) It was more like "I Was Pressured into Cheerleading".. cause everyone wanted me to join. but to my happiness.. Matt Joined also. Which made me feel better about joining. I stayed the night at colins.. Okay.. Lemme tell you this. He Gives off that stalker feel. Im really cool friends with him, and he's awesome. but I dont want a relationship with him.. While I was sleeping (well Pretending).. I lay awake, pretending to be asleep at least for an hour before getting up. but I felt him shuffle.. Kiss me, and walk out.. Then later I heard the Scratching of a Pencil On Paper. and the Jingle of my belt that was on the floor.. then I heard the Opening of a cuboard thing. and it closed.. I woke up later, and when he Left the room, I went into his Cuboard. and Took out a drawing book, Sure enough.. there was a drawing of me. He Keeps Asking me to Kiss him. and so I do.. I mean you may be thinking "YOUR LEADING HIM ON".. but Im not. He was complaining cause it was "NATIONAL MAKE OUT WEEKEND" and no one would kiss him, and I go "well people usually just ask me and I do.. no harm done".. so he keeps asking me to.. Like alot.. three times.. As SOON as I got home, I brushed my teeth... But yeah.. the List is up. Colin- OBSESSED OVER ME. Moe- I know he really likes me.. Alot.. Matt- He Thinks Im Cute. from what the girls say. Josh- Would have sex with me Tyler- friends. I Really Like Matt, Josh, and Tyler. Moe's Awesome. Im just not sure yet. and Colin.. As Ive already explained. I just want to be friends with him. well, I plan to be friends with all of them, cause Im scared shitless in starting a relationship or anything. I really liked Tyler in the beginning, but the more I see him neglect me, and flirt with other people, the More I Rub my hand across my wrist, wishing something jagged and sharp was there. Josh, I know would Have sex with me, but he doesnt want his parents to know he's bisexual, so he wants to wait till he gets a car.. He hates it when I Leave though, so Im hoping he really does like me.. Then Matt.. Well I Think he's really cute.. Really really cute.. and I felt horrible when I found out his girlfriend broke up with him and called him gay cause he thought I was cute... that made me feel really bad. and I told him I felt bad.. then these two girls asked my name and I go "Matti" and all of a sudden their faces lit up and start going "OMG THIS IS MATTI?!"..and so yeah.. apparently he likes me, Ima talk to him more, well try.. anyway.. ... My School is going good. I have been doing really well, the Only thing bad was in science (I think it was).. I got a 29/30 On My Test, and I forgot my homework one day In Geometry. that pissed me off so fucking much. I wanted to beat myself senseless for forgetting it.. So badly. I need to remember to talk to the Counsilor about my FLVS (Florida virtual High school) class. He Needs to Approve it. Then I need to tell the Office that my brother jeremy wants to have a meeting with all my teachers. Cause he wants to see how well Im progressing in my classes. After that I need to get a grade from all my teachers on how well Im doing in class. cause jeremy wants that bit of information too.. ... but yeah, thats basically what has been goin on in my life.. Joey wants me to call him eventually, I better keep remembering to do that too. But yeah.. as soon as tom gets home, jeremy said we should go to the movies, cause I went into his room (really it was toms cause Im in jeremy's room on his computer, and he's in toms room on toms computer).. but yeah, walked in told him I was bored, stood there for about fifteen minutes and was walking away and jeremy goes "What did you want?" and I turned around and went "Nothing dont worry bout it".. so he insisted on me saying it and I, again, told him I was bored. so he Suggested this.. I was suppose to call megan cause she was cleaning her room *grr-ness*.. but jeremy has the cell phone and is on it, so I cant. and Im Not mean to tell him no.. but yeah.. Ive gotta go now. since Ive made this entry FAR LONGER than I expected. -Matti