Well, I got to talk to Eric last night online. I didnt know what to say, I had that that funny feeling to say "I love you" a million times.. but I cant.. sort of thing.. Cause he would start to think im crazy.. So I said it once and kept quiet the rest of the time he was online.. Chris Called me last night, around nine..then she added Tristian, and then Some other guy who was actually really cool. Another bisexual.. But hey!. He swore to me he didnt do double relationships, which puts him on the good side of me. Because I Hate Bisexuals with two relationships. As You Can see Ive changed my Diary around again. Tell me your comments, Please!..Im dying to hear them. Im still Working on it, I'll add Links at the Top to my VF, DS, Story, and Gothic Friends. Oh, Ive also changed around My Story Diary Go Look at it. I dont know when I'll Update more on it, but Hopefully people will listen and Nag at me if they want more. Cause it makes me feel important when someone Wants to read my stories. Umm.. Hmm... Im suppose to go down to Interlachen this weekend, that means tomorrow will be my last chance to be on until Late Sunday night. Sylvia wants me to spend a few days with her, and Then go to the Movies with Davy. I think it will be awesome Cause I never get to see them anymore. Usually Im with Nicole, Jordan, and Jessica here in the trailer park. I love my old friends. I wanna hang out with them more.. Perhaps I can get ahold of Kady too. Jordan Got Beat Up yesterday. Because bitches are so Homophobic. Its horrible.. Ehh.. Im running out of things to say. I Miss Eric. =(.. -Matti

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"We need to talk later.."- Eric.. Im afraid.. for someone who is very pessemistic.. I think he's going to break up with me... Im so scared..