So.. Im going to matts this weekend. Its gonna be okay I guess, I wont have any money to do anything ugh.. Cause Why? Jeremy doesnt give me cash, and Why did Jeremy say I had to do the laundry and the dishes? Because he pays for me and because whenever I go somewhere Ive got to have money.. That fucking Liar. I wish He Dies.. So I can fucking spit on his grave. So Yeah, I turned in my shit for my classes.. I have an A In Geometry, I have a B in Biology, and I dont know the rest of my grades, I've got to study for these finals, but im gonna be so busy, so I'll do them sunday night or somthing, or bring my books with me, Matt cant get mad at me for studying when we're doing nothing.. So yeah.. I asked dominic back out, I dunno if told you or not.. but thats what I did last night.. I emailed it to him after he went to bed.. what I wrote was "god.. I want you back so badly.. Im serious.... I miss being able to kiss you.. and be so close to you.. everythings fine everytime Im around you...I love you.." Im still waiting for his response.. I hope I get it, and I really really hope its a yes.. I have a really bad feeling that it wont though, cause after all, I did hurt him, and myself too.. heh.. yeah.. -Matti