Listening to: nothing.
Feeling: sane
...Eric apparently doesnt love me... he's in love with someone else. and only wanted sex...
Ive been crying endlessly for the past three/four hours.
He doesnt even know that I know..
WHY THE FUCK DOES THIS HAPPEN TO ME!? WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS!?
First. Chris burlingham didnt care about me at all and let me hurt myself.
then Chris Solitro Left me for an Overaged Woman because he couldnt stand two relationships and decided That since I was a guy, I wasnt important enough.
And now... I was fucking Used...
I dont want to talk to anyone right now.. I just want to die..
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I know you dont like fighting, but if you want, ill go kick there fucking asses! Sons of bitches, they no better than murders, cold blooded murders...Matti im sorry, I know there is not much, if anything i can do, but say that you need to move on..again...god, what a bunch of sorry shit monekys from hell!
WE LOVE YOU MATTI, YOU BETTER NOT DIE!Your friend,
Charles
*cries*
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