My weekend..Fucking sucked.. Okay so I was suppose to go to brandons Friday night.. Mom decided to change the plans on me and Pick me up saturday so I could go then. I call brandon and tell him. Brandon says this, "Uhh.. you wont want to come saturday.. Because Like im having band practice.. and Chris will be there..".. and chris hates me. he threatened to beat the shit out of me. Remember? Last time I went to brandons? So I told him I'd go early sunday morning, spend the night and then leave on monday. He said that was fine. So All of saturday.. I did nothing but sat around the house and on the computer, then fell asleep. Mom got me up and we went to brandons. I hung out at his place for a while and kept to myself really. Then we went to the mall where I met Like three More of his friends. Well More.. but still. I saw Rico again. OH and I saw Wesley who I hadnt seen in two years since my first warped tour. That was cool. I met Colin, and this really TALL dude.. I forgot his name I'll find it later. So we're all hanging out. and eventually Brandons Girlfriend and her friend and another guy show up. and we're all just.. doing stupid shit. Somehow Brandon Pissed off Amanda (his girlfriend) and the two girls and that guy left. I was just.. being me.. and staying to myself as normal, every now and again Talking to colin. cause he was the only one who didnt seem to want to fight me. anyway. Eventually Brandon blurts out that he has seventeen cigarettes friday night. and I, Just like his girlfriend. Left. Walking away from them. Far away. I went to the first floor of the mall and Just avoided them all for about a half an hour till finally they Find me. and Im still furious. I dont talk everyones all wondering why. And stupid shit.. And I dont want to talk. and It just.. fucking pissed me off how he didnt keep his promise to me (thats not the only promise he didnt keep either, but the other ones arent important I guess) We all head out and go to colins. who lives like.. two miles away from the mall. I dont talk to brandon, nor anyone really. No one knows why im pissed off. The Tall dude is playing games, Im sitting on collins bed, colins next to me, And Brandons On the opposite side of him. Ryans On the back wall and Im just.. avoiding conversation.till finally someone brings up theres a keyboard. And I go and play it on the second floor. apparently everyone had to follow.. so Im playing and they eventually leave and do other shit then brandon comes back. Im avoiding him finally I tell why he's mad and he makes up excuses how everyone was blowing smoke in his face and he Just couldnt take it anymore. I didnt talk after that. I played games by myself in collins room while everyone was in the garage playing a band thing. and eventually colin comes in to hang out with me, he doesnt leave me the rest of the time Im there. which is good.. cause I got to know him. and I wasnt so Lonely. then brandon and I leave and we head back to his place. Later we go to Ryans cause Ryan opted us to and so we got to sleep in the two-story-shed again. So we're all playing around and joking and stupid shit. and finally Brandon Like forces me to lay down with him cause Im warm. and I was cold as well. and we're laying there while ryan went back in the house to talk to his ex girlfriend online. And we're just joking. and yeah.. Finally ryan gets back waiting for his ex to call him and she is talking on the phone with someone else. Brandon and I are under the covers he's holding me like really close.. and Im just glad for once I get that. Then Ryan becomes a dumb ass and decides to jump on us often. I keep kicking him off, he falls with loud clanks like he just broke his neck, but he keeps getting up and Just doesnt care. He does this for about a half an hour till she calls and he's like totally gone. Then brandons girlfriend calls and He retreats the room to fight with her about today. so Ryans trying to get his girlfriend back, brandons trying to fight with his, and Im shivering and dying because I have nothing. So I basically text to kevin a thousand times and start crying and I just go to sleep. no one cares. I wake up and call my mom at like 10 in the morning. she says shes on her way, I attempt to let me stay longer and she said the only way that could happen is if I got a ride from brandons grandmom half way to meet up with her. I ask brandon, He doesnt even make an effort to ask his grandma. So I go back out tell mom "What the fuck ever. Pick me up I dont care".. she doesnt notice Im upset and pissed. I go back in grab my shit and leave. Everyones clueless to where I went. I head back to brandons get my shit ready, and he calls. Matti: Yeah?.. Brandon: where are you? Matti: your house.. where else? Brandon: Oh... okay.. well stay there. I'll be there in a few. play on the computer or somthing. *click* so I talk to his grandma a while. she's really sweet. then I got my shit together and finally ryan and him pull up. They completely ignore me the whole time Im there. Like seriously, they're acting like I dont exist, and Not to piss me off or to be mean to me, cause If I talked they would of talked back.. but they just didnt care.. finally my mom pulls up and its "bye matti" and thats all. I think im going to use my skills on Nooses really fucking soon. cause life is hell.. -Matti