I found my poem, since Im Now in Interlachen, and The Idiotic Mother finally left me be. I want to Cut...I want to Cry.. I want to Live...but wish to Die.. All I get..is Ridecuel.. When No One gets How I feel. I Wish for the better. I know whats right. But You do what you want..Just push me aside. I'll Live alone. Untouched..Unloved. To Know that you..Just had me Shoved... Shoved to a Corner..Shoved to a Wall... You Pushed me away...And Let Me Fall... I Love You..You know?.. Listen to me.. Believe what I say..Understand what I see.. I Just want to Cut...Just want to cry.. I Just want to Live..but wish to die.. But All I Get..Is YOUR Ridecuel...when YOU dont get..How this must feel...