Okay so I finally get to update. That night at matts house.. was weird.. the whole weekend matt was spazzing crazy with depression and it was seriously pissing me off cause I couldnt do anything about it and he was just rubbing it in my face that he was depressed. Then when I got home I had to deal with him and all sorts of shit online to the point I told him to fuck it. And much more. I really wanted to go to sylvia's last weekend. But mom never answered her phone.. its fucked up how she all of a sudden Calls me going "YOU NEED TO TELL SYLVIA YOU COULDNT MAKE IT CAUSE THAT GIRL WAS LOOKING ALL OVER FOR YOU"... I wanted to leave a message back saying "WELL IF SOME BITCH WOULD ANSWER HER PHONE AND JUST DRIVE A FUCKING HOUR TO PICK ME UP THEN I WOULD OF BEEN THERE".. it seriously fucked up my weekend. then people thought I lied to them because I said I was going to be out of town and they just so happened to see me with matt at the mall. Finally matt and I stopped fighting today during fifth period. and everything got better. we went to youth group again. and all that good stuff. So yeah.. everythings fine, im going to see sylvia this weekend, and then megan next weekend, and if anyone from jacksonville still wants to see me, I'll see them. -Matti