Its getting tiring... I know justin can read my diary... and I know he is looking over every word.. every period.. every coma.. but yet.. every time I spill my heart into another excrutiating paragraph... he ignores it... and that makes me worse.. these last few paragraphs have been just of justin.. and Ive said everything I could about him... yet he never comments about it.. he acts like he didnt even stare at the page... and it hurts me... Im giving up on everything... I probably even will just give up on helping people... because it always turns out the wrong way for me.. even if they turn out alright... its just not fair and it keeps getting worse.. I wish he would just stop ignoring me... he doesnt even write complete sentences to me...and I bet at school he will try to avoid me.. even though he barely talked to me anyway.... I dont know.. but next time I feel somthing for someone... Im putting it in privacy mode... because Im tired of that persons eyes laying over my diary.. scanning it... and doing nothing about it........ I want to die.