I NEED FRIENDS!!! I AM UTTERLY ALONE AND I ONLY HAVE WHAT....FOUR FRIENDS!!! they are really really cool friends..but none the less... I WANT MORE!!! i am a picky ass hole *smiles greatfully* Anywayz..besides that outbreak...if you havent noticed yet that I am gay...YOUR BEHIND but yeah..I am...and I have the most biggest problem in the world! I hate having people mad at me..or having to turn down people or anything...(my weakness) but..I have two guys who like me...one for certain..the other I think is playing...but anywho... Scott-hot..sweet...the works...he plays alot so I know he isnt a person you cant tell anything to..for the past couple of days I have been talking to him...he accepts me for me... and well I have grown attached to that one.. he tells me anything, and I promised him that I wouldnt tell another soul what he says... Randy- this is a guy I met the same exact day...but later..almost night fall... and I met him because I was in a chatroom called the graveyard..on yahoo chatrooms..and well I met a friend there named chloe (chloe and I always play fight,..but sometimes it gets intense) but...back to randy..chloe introduced me to him...she said he was HOT!.. i mean the gothic morbid hot...and he is.. he is really really sweet to..and I have a feeling he is beginning to like me like THAT!.. he blew me a kiss upon his webcam and everything..and..I like him alot..but..not to be mean to him...he is a little femanine for me....but none the less...he is awsome to hang with.... well I am going to let ya all go....for those ghost's who actually read my diary.. while the real people are off visiting their own....... Matt