Just after school, I Was walking up to the FSU campus to Get my bus ride.. so when I get there, I sat down and waited. Three people were there, Two girls, and this guy you could just tell was gay. I Didnt look at his face.. but I knew. Then I heard him speak to the girl next to him, asking a question. and I tried to drown it out. Cause One) It reminded me of someone I knew.. I just couldnt make it out.. and 2).. I just wanted to not listen in. Finally the bus came, and I pulled into the front of the line, Got on and sat down in a Seat alone. And I had the Instinct That the guy would sit next to me, a Really really Pound in my chest feeling that I knew it was going to happen. I Watched the feet of everyone get on through the corner of my eye. and Figured everyone was on and had already past. Apparently not, cause just the next second, a person sits down next to me. And it was him. I Just wanted to ignore him, and look out the window. "Is that From Hot topic?".. I Looked at him, then down to where he was pointing. "The Black one" my bracelet. I nodded and murmured "yeah.." He reminded me more of someone, I Just couldnt tell. He had a gay accent, he dressed Preppy.. and I didnt know.... He had gotten on the phone and started talking to apparently his boyfriend cause he goes "Awwe, I wish I Could of Made out with you this morning too, Im sorry baby..".. Which I had to bite my tongue with Envy. He finally got of the phone, and it became his stop. Then He Looks at me and goes "Take Care".. "Thanks" I replied and he got off. Walking Pass the Bus, Looking in at me (Or at least trying.. cause the Bus windows Are Tinted).. and as soon as I Saw his Glasses and his eyes, I knew exactly who he reminded me of. Blake.. and I Had a sharp Pain. Like normal.. It was horrible.. It was stupid, yet so horrible.. I wanted to cry. I Miss Blake, He says he misses me too.. Im counting down the days he's coming to visit me, The Last weekend Of This Month. I dont know how to break it to jeremy, but I will. I'll do my work and Just tell him "Blake, a guy from jacksonville I know is coming to visit me the last weekend of this month and he wants me to go out with him." Jeremy will most likely say no, So I have the Upcoming "You have no right to say no, you claimed me as an Adult here, I Have All A's. I Do all my work. and I have not at once given you any reason to not trust me, Ive told you everything. From my friends meeting their friends from online and me wanting to protect them, to Going to a friends house, giving you the Address and the phone number".. So yeah.. Hopefully it'll go through, and if Not. Suicide. well no.. not really. I'll Just. Punch a Picture frame again if I have to. So yeah.. People have told me twice already I look like some guy from Gypsy83.. Its annoying me.. -Matti