well let me introduce justin... he is a really tall guy from school. Ive only talked to him since my friend melissa went out with him.. then one day melissa broke up with him... a few weeks later justin came to me telling me he wanted her back.. so I grew attached to him and talked to him frequently.. and got them back together.. he told me alot... one day she told him somthing along the lines of "my day sucked until I saw you".. justin was so happy.. he was jumping up and down and showing me.. while everyone else was curious what the paper said... he had only showed me... well... their relationship lasted long.. till these last few days... someone blurted out that melissa had another crush... and finally it recieved to justins ears... he didnt care because he also liked other people.. but never as much as melissa... and well... at this time I didnt tell anyone... but I was jealous of melissa for having justin... because he was so sweet... he never wanted to hurt her... till tonight... when melissa came to me telling me she didnt want a relationship no more..because she was afraid it would get too close and he would dump her.. leaving her heart torn... well... that was the opposite... melissa dumped justin tonight and guess who stayed by his side... caring for him.. even though It was phone lines apart....yes... I was the one.. I was so sad for him.... he just started becoming depressed... and I was just helping him and understanding him.. finally I calmed him down... and finally told him that I did love him... he now knows...but cant love me back... he said he did have one last person he could resort to... I was hoping it was me he would say... but no... its a girl named jessie... I told him if thats what would make him happy again... then thats what I wanted.... I would do anything for him to be happy... I mean anything... even commit murder to myself.... we talked alot tonight... and I tried to comfort him alot... I mean... I wouldnt allow him to leave the computer and I wanted him to stay and talk... he finally had to leave because of his computer.... but these were the last things we said.... justin: i guess my comp isnt goin to stop bein gay so im goin 2 bed Matt: okay.... love you..... take care...and good night justin: g-nite (there was a long pause between here) justin: good nite all...i wish you all the best of luck(better than mine) in the future with your relationships with friends,family,and significant others...........ive been thinking all night and i am reminded of a quote i used to say myself and it said"once i am gone the world will not hurt nor will love break me again.......so goodnight to all and if i make it through this night of deep depression i will talk to all of you later........truely yours, Justin S. Cash (I was about to type that I cared for him alot...but he typed before I could and I just erased before I hit enter) justin: by the way......thnx for bein there Matt: .........your welcome...I will always be here for you Yahoo! Messenger: justin has logged out. (4/10/2004 1:33 AM) I wish he could be mine....