well.. todays the Wakulla springs feild trip. lets see how its goes.. ------------ Today, SUCKED! First when I get to school, my ear started acting up. I dont know how long ago, but a LONG time ago I woke up one night and My ear was Severely Infected and it hurt like a bitch, ever since then, I would have to pop my ears by Plugging my nose and putting pressure in my ears, and it would pop them, and I could hear again. Today?.. well, I was doing that, and apparently I popped too hard, and It made my ear hurt like a BITCH!.. And Then Natasha thought she was funny and went to scream in my ear.. and I Literally Grabbed her, Shook her and Yelled "LOOK BITCH DONT FUCKING DO IT I AM NOT IN THE MOOD!".. Really really loud.. The problem was mostly with my ear is that Because it was so Hurting and Wouldnt Pop, I Couldnt hear anything out of it, So I was Literally deaf out of one ear, and The Vibrations would of HURT!.. and I just couldnt control Myself.. She got over it though, Hopefully. Then The Bell rang and we all went to first period, to Do Silent Sustained reading. And I went to pull out my book when the teacher goes "Put your books away, today we have an Article We're Reading".. and places Papers at our desks, I look Down, and all of a Sudden I read the headline. ..."Headphones have been Found To Cause Deafening of the Ears"... I Spazzed.. So Badly, I Was on the verge of tears, and Had to Leave the classroom, went to the office, and sat there. Not reading the Article. Then we all left for Wakulla Springs. Stayed there the day.. Matt said he was going to push me in the water because I had an extra pair of clothing with me, and refused to swim. He Didnt though.. I basically hung out with A few people, that was it. I didnt have fun at all. Then When We were Leaving I passed by Matt and went "You never pushed me In! sucks for you".. and he mimics me "I DUNT CAARRREEE".. God.. sometimes I really think he hates me.. for someone who apparently likes me, I really beg to differ. When we got back to Campus, I walked away from everyone, Cause everyone was doing "Funky Friday".. and I didnt want to participate, and walked over to a Bench Alone. Sat there Blaring RJA in my Ears.. Then I started Crying.. And Just as I started, Lexi Walked Up, and I had to play happy, and when she had her back turn to me, wipe my eyes. .... Later after everyone left to go home, Matt, Sarah, and I were still there, so I decided to Post my shit to get back at Colin and Tyler today. Taped Em EVERYWHERE. Colins was a Paper that said "The Best White Rapper -Colin LMFAO!!!!!!" and Tylers had his Band Cover on it Ex'd Out. It's going to effect them, I Know it. and Im going to love it. So Kim and Tyler Supposively Hooked up.. Yet Tylers with Cat, And that just proves my fucking point. Ima go to bed now. So I'll talk to more Later -Matti..