I got my diary back =D Im so happy. I couldn't believed I forgot my password after I made it, I should have written it somewhere. that would of helped so much. Instead Im keeping my diary private because that will be for the better but the password is. "somehowithinkyoullsurvive" which is good because I say that saying ALOT. Thank you scott for Making that password remaker. That helped so much So for the past two days I have been writing in a new diary that I will be deleting in a week. These are the entries I wrote, so I keep up with you and not it. --------- Feb 28 had to get a new diary since I'm not able to get into. Its my fault though for forgetting the password. However it would be nicer if I could get help with that. Today was okay I guess, We had to take Fcat again today and that was really boring, then I fell asleep. Later we left and Homo and I went and hung out at Matt's table. I would like to tell you that I have a crush on matt, and how i really wish that he would just say he liked me too. but that doesn't seem to happen since he doesnt want anyone to know he is bisexual. Eventually his posse of girls came flying in and I left briefly with homo and we went to hang out with other people. our first goal was the library to check stuff but we never made it that far, I think instead we got food and hung out infront of Dons class for World history. Todays topic was "Do you think That In florida, Homosexuals should be allowed to have children". everyone wrote on a half piece of paper their responses. 12 responded yes they should. 6 no.. Not even a single one who dissagreed had a good reason. "Its against my religion" "The Children will become gay as well" "Its nasty". yeah that goes to show how mature society seems to be getting. so Don played a movie in class about two gay guys who wanted a child and had gotten one. It was a series I guess, and Don will be playing the rest of it on Thursday. Love Always, Matti --------- March 1 So I avoided matt today.. dont really think I like him after thinking about it. It was sort of just a "he's flirting with me and giving me attention, Im neglected. Im drawn to that". After thinking about it Wendy, one of his girls, walked up and this was the conversation. Wendy: Maaaattt can you give me a ride home?" Matt looks over at her and then complains. "I Dont wanna give anyone rides home!" yet Wendy is persistant and tries again. "Pleeeeaaasseee I'll give you money" She moves in close. "Or.. something else". yeaaahh, Today was okay, I woke up this morning to see that Elijah left me IM's and I wasn't there to recieve them. Then I forgot where I read it, I think a Myspace message said that he was upset and it made me feel worse cause I really care about him. I've been talking day in and day out to this girl online just to talk about him. It's quite sickening if you happened to be from the outside looking in. not for me though. Today was our last day for FCAT, the NRT portion of it. I didn't have enough time to finish. That's the first time ever I hadn't been able to finish. it was completely unbearable how I had four questions left and he told us to put our pencils down. I quickly "Christmas tree'd" the end. I don't see why they call it christmas tree'd. It has nothing to do with a christmas tree. Nor anything in that holiday. So we went to the Library after school, which is the current location I am at right now, thinking we were going to go to youth group this evening. Lexi recieved a phone call saying that it was canceled. Thats a good and a bad thing. Good because I hate youth group. possibly because they are completely redundant and have the stupidest answers to science. "We have no real Facts stating that We evolved, I haven't seen myself, nor anyone else evolve". ..no, yet your going to believe that some large spirit is controlling us and that we have to bow to their every woe and mercy. I should have stated that whales have Pelvic bones. they don't have legs. what would the purpose of pelvic bones to be used for? they use their spine to swim. and dolphins have five finger bones, yet a fin. It's really retarded how some people are. I just dont feel like explaining it. Love Always, Matti. ---- Thats all -Matti