Its no one's business..I know..but Im Scared..Im Fucking Scared. and I need Moral Support from someone.. "Let Me Sit Down Momma"... Thats going to echo in my head forever.. Today Me, Sylvia, Stevie, and Emerald were playing darts...Sylvia walked back behind it to get some darts with Emerald..and I saw stevie Throw a dart..Hitting sylvia In Her Lower back...Then I heard Sylvia yell "OWW!"... Funny Huh?...Fuck No Its not.. We all expected her to be okay..cause it was just a dart..but..it was a Lead dart.. We got Stevies dad to check out if the Dart had brass Covered over it..Apparently so..So that was the end of that.. Then Sylvia got dizzy and started having a seizure... Lasting three?..Four Seconds?..I dont remember..All I remember Is I was Told to go get a cold rag....when I came back..she looked all flushed and not knowing what just happened. We let her cool down a little..then sat her up slowly..Talking with her..Joking with her..making her feel okay.. She was a Little Shakey and all.... Stevie Looked so upset.. I felt so bad..His Mother was all "You Should Comfort the one who got hurt, and the one who hurt them"...She Didnt even do that..I Mean all she did was say "Its okay, we know you didnt mean to"..and that was all. I know it didnt help... Her mom pulled the truck up...and Slowly Got her up.. They started going and sylvia murmured "Let Me Sit Down Momma!"...I was so scared for her... ..They Left in the Truck. I stayed with Stevie and Emerald for a while..Making Sure Stevie was okay..Making him talk..Having Him Eat.. Just so he would gain Normally..and Be Calmer... I Think Playing This Mario Game On GameCube Helped alot.. It was fun..When Emerald Left his reply was "So..when did you come out?"...and I looked at him puzzled and Then Remembered..and said "Well..Your Not Stupid".. Cause..I didnt really tell them I was gay.. I Mean. There were probably Three Jokes..but they were SMALL and not really said. and I think He Might of looked at My SitD... Or Noticed I had Skirts.. I dunno but he goes "I didnt know at first. cause I have other friends.." and yeah.. Sylvia better be okay..Im Freaking out..I Cried.. And Everything..It would be horrible to Loose someone so special.. I Mean.. WE WERE FUCKING AMUSED WITH BOUNCE DRYER SHEETS FOR ABOUT AN HOUR!..You Cant find someone like that to be amused with.. *sighs*..I will Write More later...Im Still Quivery..For Both Sylvia And Stevie.. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "Let Me Sit Down Momma..".. the way she said it.. it was so frightening... Im Afraid..For once... I was afraid when I Started Stiffening up when I was put on Geodon..but Sylvia is Too Important.. Too Fucking Important.