He called me last night, after I fell asleep.. and I didnt fully come concious until he left a message. I looked at my cellphone and saw his name and called back. we talked for a little while.. I felt uneasy.. really uneasy.. I kept crying, He didnt know.. He told me he'd call me back. and hung up.. I played on the internet. and then checked the message he sent. "maaaatt... we need to talk... we need to talk matt.. *sighs* I dont know what do to right now..I want you to call me back I dont know why your not answering your phone I dont know anything right now you need to call me back.. alright I'll talk to you later.. I love you, okay?.. Please dont do anything stupid, please dont.. just dont... I love you.. bye.." I have the worst feeling in my stomache for making him worried... he said megan was worried. I told him she knew I'd be fine.. I always am.. I just.. die off a little.. and then come back. Ive got to finish getting dressed for school.. I want dominic back so much... -Matti