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by malewitch0
Feeling: depressed
My Last chapter to My Only Love the Sequal is done. (sarcastic yay)... I saw Zach again, thats the Cute guy's Name...If I didnt say it before. But yeah, I glanced up at him while passing in the halls, and he looked back, and I shut down inside, automatically Looking down, I felt numb, and so sick to my stomache...Seriously. I did. and I still dont know if he likes me. People keep telling me here online to go talk to him, Its more complicated than you think. It Truely is, But Im Hoping my Friend Symone might be able to talk to him. Hoping with all my heart. cause..with all this stress of today. I need somthing good to happen to me. Today People were chanting in the halls when I passed "The Power Of Christ Compells You"...You know, off of the exorcist..as if Im some Demonic Fuckbag...yeah. Well It happened, then when I wanted to Pierce my lip for shits and giggles, Tabatha gets pissed, Its my fucking body, I do whatever the hell I want, I used to be nice and ask. but go figure, she pierced her's and Expected me to be fine and dandy, so Im doing whatever the hell I want to. No one's stopping me, later when I went to tabatha's...I wanted to go for a walk, she was all ready for it. and I go We will need to stick on main roads cause my mom is coming soon, so she changes her mind and says she isnt going, I got upset cause I wanted to, cause I was cooped up in doors all day, so I walked off...My Mom caught me and I drove home. Im tired of being treated like Im Too young to make decisions,I have rights too. and I Am Using them, who cares what other's think..If You arent with me..Your against me....Like the rest of the Four thousand student Population at school..
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Yeah, and when I try to makes things better, you push me away. And it seems to me, like I didnt mean much, because you blocked me, and now I'm crying.
Ash: I miss talking to you. Are you ever on Yahoo? I don't get on much...not even on VF. mostly on DarkStarlings the new site. Love ya Matt. ::ash::
[Anonymous]
too obvious for what.. u want to have a conversation? there's nothing wrong with just talking to someone, who cares if anyone is around. but i mean if you dont do anything then u'll never know thats what im trying to say.
Hmm... interesting. Screw what other people think. I just told my whole family last week that I'm getting a tatoo for my birthday, even though I have a friend with 2 (and her belly pierced and a few piercings in each ear) and they call her a freak. They looked at me like I was insane, but I told them I was getting one, and they needed to deal with it. So just do whatever the crap you want! lol if someone disagrees, be like 'Don' be hatin'!' LOL
[Anonymous]
hmmm... have you tried rolling your eyes back and growling? and then walking at them... "THE POWER OF SATAN IS WITHIN ME!!RAAAH!" heh heh.... I'll bet you five bucks someone screams and/or runs away!
spread hope
matt if u realy like this guy go for it i know its hard but i took a chance and it made me feel a hloe lot better about myself so do it
i found your site randomly, but i just want to tell you that even though you might think that everyone looks at you as a freak, there are so many people who can completely relate to you, you wouldnt even know..and you're not alone, and youre NOT going to fucking HELL just because of the way you dress. people are so stupid
ppl suck, dont give a damn a bout anybody, specially preps and ppl in school really. and its cool u wanna pierce ur lip, i want too, i like kittie too...