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Listening to: Nothing now..
Feeling: depressed
"The Power of Christ Compells you"..when everyone chants that in class, saying Your Ugly, and that you offend people, and Being gay is disgusting and your going to hell, Tell me that doesnt make you want to cry... Thats exactly what I did. I walked out of class, and went to the office, saying I would never go there ever again. and Cried all through First lunch, a little In second, and some in third, But No one's seen me cry in second and third..You could really tell in first, ...I had Eyeliner, and Mascara on...and when I looked in the mirror, it was smeared completely...so I rubbed it off, Second lunch amanda asked me what was wrong, I liked and said I got soap in my eye for trying to get off make-up..she said I looked like ive been crying all day....Thats exactly the truth. Atiaran, she told me chris wanted to talk to me really really bad..Im all for it. But If its somthing to hurt me....Im going to never show my face again. Some girl passed out in first period this morning, I mean, fall out passed out. She laid there, Not breathing or anything. And The Health teacher was dumb enough to stand there Clueless "whats wrong?..are you okay?..Are...are you okay?"...then Finally about thirty minutes later, when I was up in the office for skipping, It finally got Word to The Office, where they were laughing at the subject.. and I told them She Passed out!...so they finally called for assistance, when the bell rang, and I went back into the room to grab my stuff -My Pain, Your Laughter....My Tear's..Your Amusement-
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hey i like the pictures, i like his hair, and that is one really good reason u shud come to school with me. if anyone messes with u here i will beat em up. i promise. run away...dont let ur mean old mommy hold you back. i want u here dammit.
matt next time there say ur going to hell for being gay tell them next time there going to have to deal with the F B B D I and tell them when they say the power of christ compels you say take your bibel tuping ass to curch you jeasies fuckers
Technically, according to their bible. It is a sin to condemn someone else. *ahem* Romans 8:34 "Who is he who condemns? It is Christ who died, and furthermore is also risen, who is even at the right hand of God, who also makes intercession for us." I believe it's saying that only Christ has the power to condemn. That he condemns and entreats in favour of us. Condemning someone is the sin of Pride thinking that you have the power to do so methinks
It's okay matt.... people treat me the same way for dressing like i do... next time someone says that, tell them "well, if you live by the bible you should know it also says 'judge not lest ye be judged' so go fuck yourself"
want me to kick their ass for you, cuz i will if you want me to matt.
Oh hun I am so sorry you go to school with such assholes! My aunt goes into surgery tomorrow morning. I am so sorry that I'm not there for you right now hun...I will try to get online tomorrow... if you get online i'll be on yahoo...love you hun.
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hey, i'm so sorry its so ignorant when people shoot others down for their sexuality. It's really shallow. I think some people at your school need to get lives.

I hope you're feeling better