Listening to: Nothing now..
Feeling: depressed
"The Power of Christ Compells you"..when everyone chants that in class, saying Your Ugly, and that you offend people, and Being gay is disgusting and your going to hell, Tell me that doesnt make you want to cry... Thats exactly what I did. I walked out of class, and went to the office, saying I would never go there ever again. and Cried all through First lunch, a little In second, and some in third, But No one's seen me cry in second and third..You could really tell in first, ...I had Eyeliner, and Mascara on...and when I looked in the mirror, it was smeared completely...so I rubbed it off, Second lunch amanda asked me what was wrong, I liked and said I got soap in my eye for trying to get off make-up..she said I looked like ive been crying all day....Thats exactly the truth.
Atiaran, she told me chris wanted to talk to me really really bad..Im all for it. But If its somthing to hurt me....Im going to never show my face again.
Some girl passed out in first period this morning, I mean, fall out passed out. She laid there, Not breathing or anything. And The Health teacher was dumb enough to stand there Clueless "whats wrong?..are you okay?..Are...are you okay?"...then Finally about thirty minutes later, when I was up in the office for skipping, It finally got Word to The Office, where they were laughing at the subject.. and I told them She Passed out!...so they finally called for assistance, when the bell rang, and I went back into the room to grab my stuff
-My Pain, Your Laughter....My Tear's..Your Amusement-
I hope you're feeling better