He wont be there. I should have known I wont get to see him.. To Hug him. To Give him the glare when I was pissed at him.. that glare that I knew Ment "I Still Crush You Badly..".. The Glare no One Else Knew Ment that.. But Thought I Fouly Hated him.. Only He Knew The day before I Left.. Did he Know.. He Moved.. The Same Day I did.. He Did.. But apparently I wont even see Him at the Warped tour either. No.. He's going to a Diffrent one. One in West Palm.. And All I have is His Email.. How Pathetic. Fucking pathetic. My Day Didnt Run To well either.. I wanted to go to Megans House. I stayed up all Night, Just to be awake when my mother was.. to Tell Her "Im going to megans".. Her Reply: "we'll see". Guess what?.. I didnt.. Mom didnt get home till Nine Thirty PM tonight. And She Doesnt even care. All I wanted to do. Was Hang out with Megan.. and Work with my horse. I couldnt even do that. And It Rained. Oh did it Rain. Im Still Trying to Get memory (the horse) Better, From Rain Rot. And it Rained. All I did today, was sit here, and Listen to the same two songs over and over again.. Repeatedly.. The Same two. Kelly clarkson, and DHT. You know.. The Past Entry Knows also. but I know you know. James flirted with me today.. How horrible. Seriously, I dont want him flirting with me.. At All. He's Fat, Ugly, And Completely Immature to the point that he's Annoying as fuck. No.. I dont want him I cant even believe the fuckers bisexual. Probably Just too Desperate To Get anyone that he'd take anything.. Like that Other.. but No.. He was saying shit like.. "want me to drop my pants for you?".. and my Automatic responses.. were so Casual. and Cruel.. and Sarcastic.. James: Want me to drop my pants for you? Matti: You Do So, and I'll Cut em Off.. James: How come you never talk to me anymore? We used to be such great friends. Matti: I Grew up, your still Immature.. Get it? James:..How... Hrmm.. How come.. Hrmm.. why DId you?... Matti: You come up with a Stupid Question, I Swear I'll Knock the living hell out of you. James:.. but It wasnt stupid.. Matti:..Then What was it Genius? James: Why Did You Dye Your Hair Blonde. Matti:.. Your The Dummest Creature on this planet.. Honestly. James: Why Do You Have to be so Mean? Matti: Cause.. Honestly. I Dont Like You.. Now Please go Cease To Exist.. There was more. Far More. but I cant remember it all. So Yeah.. Thats enough of that.. I was playing Sims on my brother's Playstation 2, and he walks in, and asks to Touch me... I Immediately Replied. "Whatever Touches me, You wont get back". So He Didnt Touch me. Thank God. Anyway.. Im going to leave it at this. there's nothing much more to write.. I Miss Him.. Terry.. I Miss Him Alot.. -Matti