Okay so This christmas sucked ass. I woke up and mom took me home from megans, We opened Like.. two presents. I got a gadge for my ear. A piano, and a pair of pants and a shirt. The Shirt is hideous, the pants are too loose. So they dont count. I lost the back to the gadge so that doesnt count. and I doubt I'll be able to take to piano back with me on a bus, so That doesnt count. So basically I got nothing. which is what ive been telling people and people have been telling me they got me stuff, Lexi got me the hat that Ive been wearing for the last few days but I didnt know it was considered a "christmas present" and Then someone else got me a g-string.. literally. So This weekend however was pretty spiffy. I hung out with megan We went to Megs house, she was hyper about her job. I pierced georges Eyebrow. twice. That was some scary shit. Like whoa. The skins so touch and im trying to pierce it and the needles digging Into my skin as well as his. and I knew he was in pain and I felt so bad and I didnt even go it well *FRUSTERATIONFACE* He bled. alot. which made me feel worse. I talked to Ryan Almost ALL weekend cause Im an Internet whore. urgh. And I started my christmas presents THAT I NEVER FINISHED, so no one in my family got a present from me which made me feel horrible, so Im going to be working on them as soon as possible. ..and yahoo just froze UGH! ANYWAYZ. Ima try to finish my presents and get them to them late. Dominic talked to me online today which made me extremely happy, we even joked, He got me a present, I feel horrible about recieving one but I told him I would for him. And Ima get Him the drawing I did of him that I worked on ALL night just for him. So yeah ima give that to him soon I went with megan to Islands of Adventure, it was FUCKING AWESOME!!!1 I was Soo Excited. We rode ALOT of rides, my favorite was the spiderman one, Megan even got me a spiderman beanie ^_^. She wouldnt go on the two Dragon Rollercoasters which SUCKED ASS cause I REALLY wanted to go, Really REALLY badly, and she kept going "THEN YOU GO ALONE" and Im all "BUT I DONT WANNA GO ALONE I WANNA GO WITH MY BEST FRIEND"..finally I Just gave up and we went into this stupid ass tunnel thinger that actually turned out to be okayish. but it was really awesome and totally worth it. Then today. we went to my grandmas. Jeremy was joking with zach and being a complete ass to me. He's joking with zach in the back, Im resting down in the center Of the van and Laying there, attempting to go back to sleep (they all think Im asleep, its a habit, I lay down. and I remain quiet and pretend to be asleep until I finally pass out).. and so He blurts to mom "Why the hell does he have nails in his ears" "Because he needs gadges and He lost his" "Thats Bullshit! He's Just trying to Up the Gadge. If He lost them He needs to take the damn nails out and let the fucking hole close up" "Hes Fine. Hes Not hurting anyone". I Fucking hate how jeremy treats me. Which reminds me, I DID NOT FUCKING GET WHAT I WANTED FOR CHRISTMAS!. I asked mom for my license, a Car, and Emancipation. Thats all. The Car could Be Second Hand And Barely Workable! I DONT CARE. I Just wanted That. THATS ALL.. and I got none of it. That pissed me off.. Im going back to megans house sometime Monday, or tuesday I dont remember, I just know I better go by dominics before I do or I wont be able to give it to him. His present I mean. And then Thursday or Friday, or maybe Both I wanna go to Ashleys, Meet Brandon, and then Hopefully go spend a day at brandons house. Perhaps the weekend. and then go back home He Just said that saturday is good. =) gotta go -Matti