I skipped class yesterday, and almost got caught, kyle and I were in the computer lounge because no matter if I skipped or not I was going to be 40 minutes late to class anyway. my mother and older brother showed up a little later to help kyle find jobs online with the colleges, and not even seconds after they left the room a girl from my class walks in and blurts out, "this is why you skipped?" I didn't want my mother to know, she assumes I skip every second I have because Mrs. Wiltse is now letting us out early. at least i wrote a very convincing note to Mrs. wiltse about how our car broke down, I didn't lie about the alarm clock not getting me up though ;_; I stupidly set it to PM rather than AM. my first ex has been talking to me, and i don't know what to think of it, tabatha and I think he's up to something, but there's not much he could do right? He doesn't know where I live and i'm perfectly content with kyle. he told me how he thinks of me and how he misses me, it's been four years. I don't know if he's just trying to get me to say something or if he means it, but to be honest, I'm not interested. we had our chance, we were young, naive, stupid. He has my virginity, and my first kiss, I don't want to give him the opportunity to take anything else. I don't mind talking to him, it just further deepens my thought on how he really hasn't changed, he's still pretty oblivious to life. his spelling hasn't changed, still typo's every three letters, and not so common sensed responses. He doesn't pay attention, I told him how I didn't have a phone and he asked for my number -_-. either way, I'm not interested Chris, I love Kyle. ---- I have eight minutes till my alarm goes off, and I don't want to get up, I actually want to say alot more but there's so much to say I don't know where to start. warped tour, it's starting next month, and this will be my fifth time I believe. kyle and I are going, and we're cleaning my moms dog runs every day so we can earn three hundred dollars. as well as I'm trying to talk my mom into an additional two hundred so that way I can take jennifer with me, I haven't seen her since we got stuff from her moms house last year, and I really want to see my best friend. I want to hang out with people but I don't know how I'm going to do it, I want to hang out with barbra and kady, and Katrina, and jennifer, and everyone but I have no ability to because I don't have a vehicle. Jeremy got his license, so he's back up to tallahassee, that's all my other brother came down for to begin with, but he ended up staying almost two weeks, because the first time he failed and he had to practice. They came to the college yesterday, jeremy was celebrating, and all of a sudden he turned to me and said I'm getting mine friday. no one told me in advance, and mom expects me to practice before the test, when she's never home to do so, I don't know how I'm going to pull off a three point turn, I'd rather drive on the real road rather than with cones everywhere, hopefully they're farly spaced. I'm excited though, I don't know why. I want warped to be sooner, but I have to wait till July 13. Tomorrow is a Math test, I hope I do well, we get our study guide today so I don't see why I wouldn't do so hot. three minutes till the alarm goes off. I'm really obsessed with the Jonas brothers, I have been for some time, but now i'm listening to them religiously. I redownloaded Photoshop CS2, so while working on that I listen to them. I don't own a CD so I just go to Projectplaylist. I lied, the alarm was going off. I had the headphones on and didn't hear it. poor kyle. I got to go, later.