Okay get this, I havent written in my diary since... well.. since Friday, and now tis not friday.. but Infact Monday afternoon.. Friday sucked ass.. I didnt do anything with my boyfriend whatsoever... the usual blah blah blah...then instead. saturday I went to his house.. and spent the weekend there with him.. and alot has changed.. Im now able to hold his hand... and Kiss him right there in school.. Im so glad he's gotten me to do that.. but the bad news.. is today at school.. He was depressed. he has some sort of Psychic connection with Inademate objects of other peoples collection. and can feel what the other has felt when possessing those items... and Of course.. Im the Go Emo Guy!.. depressed, Not fighting whoever wants to murder me but helping them with their progress... and so.. he was depressed.. and that totally sucked.. because I love him alot...and I like him happy.. This weekend.... The best part when it was only me and him.. alone in his room on his bed... where I would lay ontop of him... and we would kiss.. and make small talk.. and laugh... I love the way he laughs... and.. he's so beautiful to me.... I would hate to loose him more than anything... but.. from what I've learned... He doesnt back.. Takes him a while to adapt to people...(I hate that).. I know he cares for me.. he was force feeding me (because I wouldnt eat.. I would just simply say "im not hungry").. so he did that... and he's making me more open about things.. Omg I love him... Today I bit him before school...and he got really pissed (His Fetish Is Biting.. I love that)I love the way his eyes flutter when I do so.. and he becomes limpless and I can hold him anyway possible.... and now you all think Im retarded... but.. well I bit him before school because he started taking off my hoodie.. (big No no!.. Big No no!)but only him is allowed to do so.. and well so back to the story.. I bit him and he couldnt do what he loves to do "flutter his eyes and collapse limpless".... because there were people in the area.. so he got pissed and walked off.. I followed.. and said I was sorry.. so many times... but.. yeah.. then he seemed to be diffrent so I got all sad about him seeming that way.. hoping it wasnt me.. apparently it was my pants.. but I wrote him a letter and told him I would call him later.. as I have done.. I love his voice.. Grr!... he owns my mind.... and I just love everything about him.... I dont know.. I should end this now.. because the most of this is Periods.... and Obssession of Chris... well.. I have to go.. some Middle schoolers are on the phone with me... Bye bye!