I was having such an regular day.. Just a regular day, then I was reminded of the horrid about it.. .. Josh was really upset.. cause his father Threw him across the yard.. and I was apologizing and telling him it wasnt good and all that.. then he had After school detention from his ex girlfriend who has started spreading rumors and shit.. And So I was outside while he was forced to pull grass out of the flower beds, waiting till it became four to get my ride, Just talking to him.. Flirting a little like usual.. when he goes.. "Dude, you know what?.. I Like Colin as Much as I Like you, he's pretty hot. I know! A Three-some"... and Im like.. "HELL FUCK NO! EWW THATS GRODY"..and yeah.. He asked my why I didnt want to be with him, and I told him there's a diffrence between dominant and Submissive guys. and the diffrence is, they must be together, and not with the same type. So yeah.. that was out of the question.. I should of just blurted out "Then Pick Colin".. cause everyone always picks someone else.. I know he would in a heart beat.. Colin maybe girly and stupid and fucked up.. but Somehow Everyone calls Him Pretty, and Hot, and The Best.. I never get compliments. which Im okay with.. but its fucked up.. whatever.. so I guess josh.. is out of the picture fully.. and I feel the need so badly to cut again, so Im going to.