Im so Upset with alot of people right now its not even funny. Terry- Leading me on. Then wanting Cassie. and not even telling me.. Saying if I wanted to go out with him I should of just asked him out. Well.. if he liked me, he would of asked me. Cassie- for lying to me. "I had to play stupid and say I wasnt going out with terry".. That's what was in her diary, when I told her I didnt want him because he didnt want me. So She Just Hid it from me that they were going out without me knowing. Nicole- For basically Getting Cassie And Terry together, EVEN though she was telling me "OH TERRY LIKES YOU!"... she only got them together, so She could have a boyfriend at the same time. Andy- for Ignoring me, just because of a witch he was going out with found out we kissed. Stephanie- im not really mad at her or anything, but.. Honestly. I dont think Everyone's gay.. Only certain people I feel that way about. Charles- for thinking all I want to do is break up his and Relationship. I could careless, I dont want to break anyone up. I was just speaking my mind. Raven- Im not really mad at her, Mostly I feel sorry for saying anything because I made her cry. But..Im just a little upset that she took it so seriously. My Mom- for yelling at me saying its all my fault if I dont make it into douglas anderson because I wont do my work, Im being stressed.. I cant do anything when Im stressed or I feel Light headed and want to throw up or Hit somthing. Myself- Because i allowed my fucking self to get back into drama when I finally left it all. It was great knowing i didnt have to cut.. but now.. I just want to cut all the time. And I know people are going to get pissed off.. but I have nothing better to do.. I dont talk. I refuse to talk because I get embarrassed. because somtimes its the stupidest thing, but the Biggest thing for me. And I wont go back on pills and get myself All Hurt again. Screw that. If you have a problem with anything I wrote, Go ahead, say it.. I'll just cut your name into my body. Every name.. is another person who hurt me.