UGH! You know whats stupid? when friends cant trust you. I Swear I found FOUR DIARIES IN THE LAST WEEK OF PEOPLE I NEVER KNEW HAD A SITDIARY! Tori and Johnny Have one. I knew that they got one a long ass time ago,but they claimed to stop writting in them, and I stopped talking to johnny cause he grew to be a fucktard. from what tori says he's much nicer now. so Ima take her word for it. Matt Said he got one, but he wont tell me What it is. I dont really care. I bet it says "BLAH BLAH I HEART MATTI BLAH BLAH" Cause I joke all the time about him having this HAWT LESBIAN CRUSH ON ME. *shrugs*.. Dont care. todays been boring, I sat on the computer all day. eating. I feel like such a pig. perhaps bulimia would work? Ive tried it.. I have too good of a gag reflex ugh.. But I would if I could seriously. Dominic and I got into a small arguement today. I dont really want to talk about it but it made me cry. so I went and drowned out my problems by laying in the bathtub for two hours. lucky me no one was home to use the bathroom. My birthdays coming up, I really dont want anyone to know when it is. For my birthday I'd want a boyfriend. Its not logical or nearly possible. I still want dominic back.. but it seems Im never going to get him back, he's moved on to kelly. So Im talking on the phone with megan. so ima go. -Matti